Ikaw Pa Rin Ba Hanggang Sa Ating Pagtanda?

Nitong nakaraang Sabado, i watched Ben Platt's concert over Netflix. Not to mention the soulful music, I was really impressed by one of the songs, by its lyrics and content - Grow as We Go.

It relates beautifully about love and relationships needing space and growing.

Do you really need to break-up or cool-off with someone you love because you needed space...? Or when you feel like you needed to grow on your own, is it needed for you to leave your SO?

My thoughts about these circumstances when it tries to rock the boat in your relationship is the common alibi of those mentioned above, in retrospect, the actual reason isn't about growing or needing space - it's about falling out of love with that person.

Siguro mali ako on my observations, pero ang pag-ibig ay nagbabago, hindi siya consistent pero kung matututo ang dalawang tao upang alagaan at gawing matamis ang pagsasamahan sa gitna ng mga bumabangong pagsubok sa relasyon, siguro isa iyon sa mga susi upang magtagumpay na steady at maging matatag ang isang pagsasama.

"I don't think you have to leave 

if to change is what you need

You can change right next to me

when you're high i'll take the lows

You can ebb and i can flow

and we'll take it slow

and grow as we go"

Leave your thoughts in the comments.

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Missed Connections Part 1

Our eyes locked...
it was awkward
my heart thumped
so fast
i felt like a lion
leaping out
to give you
a fierce hug

you flashed
your pure white teeth
your eyes
smiled and so sincere
it was dancing
erotically
but in a discrete way
asking, questioning, waiting

i brushed my arms
incidentally
in a non essential way
to check
the thermometer
if you would give in
to my body's dictation

you were amazed
you set the trap
you walked..
slowly, lookin me back
with a wink
seducing
your eyes, so wonderful

i followed you
i cornered you
i was about
to give a buss
addicted
by your eyes flashing
with mischief

but you smack me
with your hot lips
so hot that i quivered
with ecstasy
i came uncontrolled
with our locked embrace
so hot that i almost fainted

slowly...easily
you lowered your lips
down to my neck...
squeezing my ...


(to be continued...)




® Poetry by MoonShot
(original content submission)

Ang Tamang Mindset sa Panahon Ngayon

Oo andami kong gusto: mga bagay na aking nakita, mga naramdaman na gusto kong maulit, mga nasa kong nais matupad, mga pangarap kong naimpluwensiyahan mula sa aking mga kaibigan, ang taong gustong-gusto kong makasama, ang ultimate dream ko na pinaglalaanan ng panahon para matupad.

Marami pang iba, di ko na ito maisa-isa pa.


Pero alam mo? Lahat ng 'yun ay pawang lilipas din - maybe not now, not tomorrow but soon... soon it will be gone.


Paano? I guess it's not the question of how but the question of when. Tama, kailan lilipas ang lahat ng bagay at mga "nasa" ng isipan at puso? Pagdating ng araw kung saan - ang kamalayan mo ay huminto na, o pagdating ng panahon na ang lahat ay naglaho na at napalitan ng totoong "kapayapaan".

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Healing

the thing about healing is that you don't know you've healed
till the same things don't make you cry anymore.  

and the thing about abusers is that they say the same things, 

prick the same wounds over and over again, 
till your scars begin to look like symbols of your victories 
rather than the remnants of a war.  

but your body is not a battlefield, 
it is not a graveyard of everything you lost. 

all blood and sweat and dreams 
of how the only storms we need to come out from 
are the ones inside us. 

you are music even in the noise. 

you are the kind of poetry we only dream about.



~Credits to Meowter Space ( submission )

When you're young, you wish you're old; when you're older, you wish you can turn back time...

When you're young, you wish you're old; when you're older, you wish you can turn back time...

Bakit nga ba?

Dahil kailangan nating masuong sa iba't ibang uri ng panahon upang makamtan natin ang tinatawag na kaalaman.

Pansin mo ba, nung bata tayo - nagmamadali ang ating isipan na sana'y tumanda tayo kaagad? Pagkat nais nating magtamo ng kaalaman at eksperiensiya.

At pansin mo rin na ngayo'y tumatanda na, nais nating balikan ang kahapon hindi dahil itama ang mga maling nagawa natin kundi dahil nakamtan natin ang kaalaman at gagamitin natin ito sa tamang panahon at pagkakataon.

Without these experiences, may it be loneliness, sorrows, fulfillment and happiness - all will just be pieces of the puzzles, scattered around... never completed.

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