Thursday, January 30, 2014

Zhander Cayabyab ABSCBN reporter

Congratulating my friend and brother Zhander Cayabyab in levelling up to his career. He's a bonafide member of the Church of Christ in the Locale of Quiapo Metro Manila.

It's a sure thing that you'll reap more of these laurels. Praise be to Him for all your successes and greatness!

~macdeuz (lifted from Capture App)

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Magic Thoughts From Afar

Simplify my thoughts, oh dear sleep
Untangle my worries & bring me closer
To your embrace, envelope me tight with your arms 

Make me stop counting sheeps
But allow me to meet your eyes

Until then, when I get to rest
Cover me with your blackness
For after a day's chase, I want to stop

But then, you won't let me
So now, I've got to ask
Will you marry me?

~macdeuz (lifted from my thoughts while in bed)

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Snow White & the Polar Vortex

Your smell, teases me, to a greater bliss
as i moved, closer, to you and hear
your murmur, your breath takes away
my sorrows and obliterates my fears
for you are so addicting, removing,
my inhibitions, with your touch,
so gentle, that tickles, and assures me
that you are here, by my side.
Idle and beautifully handsome,
as nature describes it, that you,
are gorgeous, ravishing, radiating
with so much love

That i wish to fill in, further, deeper
until we reach, the highest, and the greatest
throes of passions, that no one has ever

And then, slowly, gracefully, i fell,
into slumber, and was awakened
by your kiss...
so gentle... it became, afterwards,
so passionate...
so passionate... that i never wanted
you to stop.

And then, we danced. And then we held
each other for a while.
Naked, undisturbed, 'twas as if
the stars are our audience
in the serenity of the waves...
below, the moonlit facade, of the blackness
of the earth.

-macdeuz (lifted from my thoughts, restless & true)

dedicated to you - my awesomeness!

Monday, January 27, 2014


Illumination; I am a candle
Brightly shining in the dark; weeping and restless
Containing the heat; enduring further the light
My wick seem to prove its purpose; eclipsing a diminish
As I radiate my light so earnestly; My body wears, ageing, melting
Light I give so profusely; Given freely with nothing in return
Welcoming the clear path; while my strength still lasts

~macdeuz (lifted from my OneNote)

Text of Intensity 7

This was saved in my blogger drafts, i was to publish it back in 2012. And i guess, it's time to get this out. It was all in the past. Afterall, the names involved with Billy are left unsaid. And so the story goes...

I don't know how to explain this... this text message that i received recently...
so i didn't reply at all...

~ macdeuz (lifted from the past)

Friday, January 24, 2014

January Giving

Posting this to acknowledge the generosity of my bosses and mentors Sarj & Nathan...

Thanks Nate for this...

And to Sarj who let me chose the tumbler from Starbucks 

Awesome, 'twas as if holidays are still around the corner.

-macdeuz (lifted from my iPhone)

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Box app 2014

Just got this Box iOS app re downloaded and viola! I got a 50GB of free space.

Go hit the App Store to get yours!

Looks like Dropbox & Google Drive are instore for battle with BOX.

- macdeuz (lifted from my iPhone)

Of Gratitude 2014

There are things in life that are spontaneous. Gratitude and thoughts of gratefulness come in those moments when you receive gifts or when something's shared to you, especially unexpected ones.

Thanks to Arvin for the toolbox:

I'm grateful to Miks who shared this book:

and to JV who took the time and effort in sharing his chocolate products (may your business further flourish):

-macdeuz(photos lifted from my iPhone)

Tuesday, January 07, 2014


Be a salt
Be a light
Don't forget to smile

-macdeuz (lifted from my thoughts)

Friday, January 03, 2014

If Walls (stranger, elusive you are)

I felt the tear drop
Telling me of the unsaid things
It's the un named sadness where sadness doesn’t belong,
Nor happiness can identify.
It's the grey thin line between the two
That neither can scope

I call not emptiness
Somewhere deeper, but not deep enough
I call not even boredom
Somewhere shallower but not close enough
I can't place it in words

It comes when everything is so still
It comes when the music of the past played

Suddenly bringing flashes of longing
But nowhere nor no one to long to

It's strange...

If only these walls can talk
They'd know what I'm telling you
But in words it can never paint the picture

Probably, sometime soon
It will come to me

Afterall, it's a journey to discover

~ macdeuz (lifted from my OneNote)

a dedication to someone beyond compare.

Stuck in a Moment

A man without weaknesses serves only to make everyone else conscious of his own imperfections.

Tennyson's "He is all fault who has no fault at all"